02 jan25- Intentions
My thoughts on Ellen Everett’s intentions for 2025
I just felt touched by this: ‘I want to give more than I take, I want to leave every person feeling lighter and warmer than when I came. I want to value every micro relationship and be intention with everyone I meet’… Because this is exactly what I have been doing, but worrying and wondering if I am being too much, if I do not have to set boundaries. But at the same time this is sounds like boundaries of kindness? What does it feel too much when we are respectful, gentle and kind, and why people could misunderstand this? I’m assuming it is because this world is not used to this, for sure many other factors behind!
Well, I learned to take care of my heart, and I added and very strong shield so no one can’t hurt me, more than I can, no letting myself be, and not showing my essence, because someone who has more honey than a bee, is a synonym of weakness and the world could take advantage of it.
Perhaps this is the deepest reason I work with children, because is a magical bubble made of water and honey, full of sweetness and that is my weakness, it is a world that maybe need to be taught how to survive to the bitterness. It’s the paradox of this moment. Such a bittersweet symphony!
My intentions (no so far from hers)
Therefore, I just want to keep being me, giving a little bit more of me, to my people, my children, my family and the new people I met, I want to keep being a little bit too much, because they are giving too, but I don’t give, expecting something from them, and that is what I want keep doing it with everyone, with no expectations and with the conviction, knowledge and acceptance that everyone gives what they have to offer to world, some people have too much to give, some other do not, but it’s the process so I respect it and receive with love what they give and I want to keep giving parts of me, because I am infinitely abundant in kindness, sweetness and love, to the world, but also to myself first.
What I really want is “worry less about time moving too fast, I don’t want to be afraid of getting older, I want to be braver, I want have huge faith, I want my trust to waver less when the hard times come, I want to have humble confidence and decisiveness” so I can go for what belongs to me, what is still waiting for me, and keep doing what I enjoy, and what it is really important for my spirit. I want to speak louder, believe more in myself, and live lives in purpose full of peace and patience in the heart and the mind, so I can forget about the time and space and my soul can come out to create more magic in this life and explore the miracles with these senses.
