Empty & Lonely
How to trust in someone if you cannot trust in yourself?
How to believe in someone if you do not believe in yourself?
How to love someone else if you do not even love yourself?
How can someone give something that have never had?
Why to ask others for honesty when you only give others lies?
Why to ask someone else for loyalty when you have never been loyal even to yourself?
Why to ask others for respect when all you do is yell them out every time?
Do not dare to ask for respect when you insult everyone even in their face?
How to ask others to learn when you are not teachable?
Why ask others to listen if your mind is closed?
How can someone ask for kindness and gentleness,
when usually you are minimising the ability, knowledge, and the others’ talents?
How can we dare to ask for something we are not, or we have never had?
How blind, empty, and lonely we could feel, to blame the others for what happens to us.
How blind we are, that we do not be able to see ourselves at the mirror, before criticising the others.
Or, how blind we are to do not see how much valuable we are, to be looking for approval, admiration, or love in others?
How empty someone can be, when need to buy companion with money, a lift in a luxury car, or with fake love promises.
How empty we are, looking for admiration in what it looks like a perfect nose, beautiful body or in what apparently is a smart brain?
How lonely we can feel, accepting pieces of “love” in minutes of fake beautiful words, in minutes of fake hugs, or in the supposed happiness that those luxury presents give.
How lonely someone can be?
How lack of magnanimity, do not be able to recognise our mistakes, our failures and weakness.
How lack of love, that we need to lock our heart to do not allow the others to see, what? how empty it is?
As many as our heart turns dark or even black because of the metal boundary we have put as a shield to protect us from being seen as we are, vulnerable.
As many as we must use different masks to pretend being strong and powerful, but those same masks, do not allow us to realise that, around us, there are also many people who can recognise all that weakness we carry on our back, but also people who does be able to see our value.
As many as there are people who have not realised yet about that big and heavy bag they are carrying on their back. They just walk lonely and empty hurting and manipulating, thinking they are invincible and have not seen how imbecile they look.
